2NE1 - FALLING IN LOVE M/V

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FIRST LOVE?

Love moves in mysterious ways. Love is blind. etc. :) Some may define love in that manner. Some would just ignore it. Some would feel giddy just thinking about it. Kekeke~ But what really is the definition of love? What do you think would be the best to describe love?

I've had so many thoughts about it. I'm already at the right age to feel that kind of thing but I don't know if I felt it already. I don't know if it is really LOVE. 

Thinking back in my heydays :"> I was once been 'in love' or should I rather say I also had my first love. Well, it's past tense, Keke~ Because our relationship didn't last like what other say 'forever'. But I could say that it became one of my happiest memory. :) Despite the fact that there are some understanding, at that point I realized what others say about: If you love the person, you'll love him/her despite the imperfectness. :) I forgot to say that my first love was my bestfriend. :"> Our relationship lasted for 1 year and almost 2 months. It ain't long right? Well, we both found ourselves fall out of love. For me, it's like waking up one morning that you love the person but I just realized that it was only a dream. It wont last. :)

But I tell you, love can really change a person. It could do you good and be a better person or it could make you the other way around. For me, I've become more mature and more open-minded.

All in all, I could only say that for every individual, there will always be a different kind of love. Asking what it means was not enough because you need to wait to feel it at firsthand. :D

 LOVE IS LOVE. YOU NEED TO FEEL IT TO BE ABLE TO DEFINE IT.

How Does It Feel?

How does it feel when you’re walking side by side with your father at the center of the aisle and at the end of it, he’ll smile ear-to-ear and put your arms to the person he entrusted to be with you? Geez. -_-

HURTING...

Minsan nararamdaman mo ba na parang ikaw na lang yung laging naiiwanan? Na ikaw na lang palagi yung nasasaktan at hindi pinahahalagahan? Minsan nararamdaman mo din ba yung mga panahon na wala kang ibang maasahan kundi sarili mo? Yung times na iniisip mong, "anu ba yung nagawa ko para maramdaman 'to?", "Bakit hindi na lang ako maging masaya tulad nila?" Nasa kanila nga ba ang problema o nasa sarili ko na? D: 

- Strawberrytelle ( https://www.facebook.com/OfficialStrawberrytelle?ref=stream )

R-E-A-L-I-Z-A-T-I-O-N

hahaha :)) narealize ko na kahit anong mangyari, kahit sobrang dami na ng nararamdaman mong hirap, marami ka ng bagay na nasakripisyo.. don't just give up easily.. kasi kung ganun lang din.. para saan pa yung sinasabing mong "paghihirap na pinagdaanan mo" kung susuko ka lang din.. sabihin na natin kahit anong gawin mo, hindi mo talaga makuha yung gusto mo, pero naisip mo na ba na yung bagay na gusto mo, hindi lang naman yun ang kaya mong gawin eh, marami pang iba.. isipin mo na lang na kahit gaano mo gustuhin ang isang bagay, kung hindi talaga para sayo, just accept it... even if it HURTS.. (may ganun? ang taray! haha)

"Remember, man does not live on bread alone: sometimes he needs a little buttering up." ika nga ni John Maxwell

sa totoo lang, totoo naman talaga yung sinasabi nila na "hindi naman ganun kadali tanggapin ang lahat".. pero hindi naman pwede na ganun na lang yun.. aysows! para saan pa at nabuo ang salitang "move on" kung di gagamitin.. at saka narinig mo na ba ang kasabihan na "if one door closes (try mo sa likod bahay baka bukas.. haha) another opens"? it only means that kahit ilang beses ka pang madapa, masugatan *nosebleed* tumayo ka pa rin, masyadong ka ng agaw eksena.. ayy! di pala ganun! haha.. pero tama naman di ba? kumbaga sa mga bata, kahit ilang beses pa silang masugatan tumatayo pa din sila, kahit may kasama pang drama (w/ matching uhog at luha pa! *yuck* hihihi :)) kasi pansinin mo, pagkatapos nun, hindi sila madadala sa sakit na naranasan nila *naks!* kahit anong mangyari maglalaro at maglalaro pa rin sila.. kasi yun ang gusto nila! (ang gusto lang nila iparating ay "bakit mo hahayaan na ang isang bagay pumigil sa'yo sa bagay na gusto mo? di ba?) *bakit ba dinadamay ko pa mga bata?* hahaha!

pero kung di talaga makuha, eh di wag! haha.. :) joke! its just that there's so many opportunities in life that we cannot see, its because we focus too much on one thing (even though focusing on what you want to achieve is a good thing)... why not let ourselves to widen our world? para kahit gaano pa tayo masaktan dahil sa isang bagay, mawawala din yun, dahil iisipin mo "hindi lang naman yun ang meron ako.. marami pang iba.." YUN oh! di ba? dun natin mapi-feel na ang buhay kahit gaano kasaklap, may magagandang bagay pa rin tayong pinanghahawakan.. tulad ng ka-friendster at ka-facebook mo, o kung gusto mo yung ka-tweeter mo (kahit kayo lang din ang nagpa-follow sa isa't-isa) haha! ang ibig kong sabihin ay nandiyan naman ang mga friends mo, BFF, close friends, feeling friends, hehe.. pero wag na wag mong kakalimutan ang pamilya mo, lalung lalo na si God. kasi yang dream na yan na sinasabi natin na gusto nating makuha, kung makuha man natin, eh ano naman? diba? masaya ka nga dahil nakuha mo na yung gusto mo makuha.. pero mararamdaman mo din na may kulang kung wala kang mga taong mapagsasabihan nun, kung wala kang kasama sa pag-celebrate nun.. hahaha..

basta, isipin na lang natin na kahit anong mangyari, nandiyan si God at ang mga tao na TATANGGAP sa atin kahit pa may pagkukulang tayo.. (wala namang taong perfect noh)

waaah! ang haba na? noh? (kunwari pa ako, gusto ko lang naman na talaga tapusin toh eh, manonood pa ako ng anime! hahaha, istorbo na 'toh! may "realize realize" pa kasing nalalaman!) hahaha..

:) :) :)

Yaaaaaaaaaah! :D It's been a while since my last post right? XD Well, things got busy lately :) Kidding aside, I actually forgot my password, and now obviously that I've already recover my account. Soooooo HAPPY! LOL :D

It's the year of the Water Snake (2013). Enjoy this year everyone! God bless us all! :*